March 2010
6909) i wish someone would care enough just to...
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The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Cat and Mouse
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Average
I am not the smartest.
I am not the prettiest.
I am not the skinniest.
I am not the most athletic.
I am myself.
I do not try to impress anyone.
To be honest, I’ve accepted the fact that I am the same as everyone else.
The only way I can try to make myself stand out is my personality.
It is the way I carry myself and act around others.
It is the only thing that differentiates between...
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Mom
I love the daily talks I have with my mom. Sometimes I forget the fact that she’s my mom and just talk to her as I would to anyone of my best friends. She understands me completely and tries to see where I’m coming from. She doesn’t pry information out of me. I tell her when I’m comfortable. We talk about life, love, sex, family. Things you would never think to really tell...
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Good at something
I want to be good at something. Just one thing that I completely excel in. I’m average in everything I do. I want one thing that’s mine. Oh Michelle, yea I know her : the best soccer player in school. Or oh yeah Michelle, the one with the amazing hair. I want something to be known as. I guess you can even call it an identity. I’m good in every subject and work my butt off in...
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6871) i want to understand why boys just don't...
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I'm tired of all this self studying/teaching.
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The kind of person I am
I’m all for fun and games. I’m a jokester and come off like a clown to some people. However, I’m still a person with feelings and emotions. I do get hurt. And I absolutely can not stand it when people cross the line with me. That is one of the worst things that you can do to me. What happens afterwards is you unveil my ugly side, where I do not speak to you and basically ignore...
“ You can not cry over what was never yours. You can try to force the tears but...”
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Well, I have this really amazing best friend. She completes me in every single way, shape, and form. I go to her for everything: problems, advice, news, you name it. She has stuck by me through the hardest time in my life. She knows me inside and out. If it wasn’t for her, I’d be out with the wrong crowd, doing the wrong thing. I am so thankful for having her in my life. She has no...
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Determination
You have to know what you want. Once you know, you have to be determined and demanding and work your ass off. If something stands in your way, do something about it. Don’t get discouraged. In the end, no matter how long it takes, it will pay off.
6599) It's been almost 3 years since we broke up,...
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“Old photographs are very deceiving. They give us the illusion that we are alive...”
– José Saramago (via thoughtsdetained) (via quote-book) (via breakmedownkate)
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School
I don’t care what anyone says to me. Maybe I’m weird. Maybe I’m stupid. But, I LOVE SCHOOL. I wake up every morning with a purpose. I feel like I belong in the midst of all this chaos. I love doing something with my life and stimulating myself academically. It’s a shitload of work and pressure but what would we be in life without an education? Illiterate and mentally ill,...
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Afraid
Can you imagine waking up one day and finding out one of the closest people to you has passed away? And then life goes on and you live without that person as though they never even meant the world to you.
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Unconscious desires
We constantly say ”I don’t need you. I don’t miss you.” If we really didn’t, why are we mentioning that person’s name again and in a way reinforcing the fact that we don’t. I think it is because of the fact that we can’t stop thinking about them unconsciously and they are always on our mind. Humans suffer from wide cases of denial and this is one of...
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Abandoned
For about an hour now, I’ve been looking at pictures of abandoned buildings. There’s just something that strikes me about them. With each picture I see, I can just imagine the lives that have passed through there. The thousands and thousands of different stories and backgrounds and dreams. And it gets me how once people lived their lives in those buildings and now they’re just empty. Waiting to...
6241) You had your chance, I'm done with you.
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Diary
I view Tumblr as my virtual online journal. Everyday, I look forward to coming home and going on. Now I feel as though everyone is finding out about it and I have to censor what I say. WONDERFUL. -.-
